Here's the crap I gotta do today, and today only: 
1.  Physics Mid-sems Test Preparation
2.  Matlab tasks completion for tomorrow's class
3.  Maths lecture pre-study and revision
4.  Practise my kicks in readiness for AUG's 
5.  And have a life, how how how? with so little time?

Micro test tomorrow. 
Physics test this week. 
More tests after Easter. 
Matlab assessment tomorrow/every week. 
Gonna skip tomm's Matlab lecture, because I know I will be just wasting my time, sitting there not getting anything out of the lecture that I'm already falling behind at, to go play Quidditch on the oval with Herbert. 

Gonna type a bit here to help sustain my motivation for the rest of the night, so that I can finish my matlab assessment. 
When you fall behind in your studies, it seems as though you have to climb over a heck of a huge mountain to catch up, and sometimes when you don't have the time to catch up, which is a situation I normally find myself in, the mountain rises higher and higher and the climb up becomes more gruelling and futile. 

But in reality, 
1. Physics, I have a basic intuition of most concepts, I just need to know what concepts I know so I can know when to use them when applying them. 
2. Micro, my best subject, yet my most undeprepared subject 
3. Maths, the most interesting subject, but I'm falling behind because I keep putting off revising what I've learnt in lectures, I quite like our lecturer.
4. Matlab, I know a few basic codes, but if the set tasks delves into anything requiring a bit more background knowledge and cleverness, I'm damned. 

Be damned academic struggles! 
I must be forced down and hard to work for my dream blissful university life.