Just came back from tuition :/ we had a sub today.
There was this sort of awkward aura floating around our room during class time and guess how I reacted to it? I start chuckling like a homo.
I don't know why, I just.
just
LAUGHED.
And it's funny, actually no it's not funny, it's not funny at all because I laughed for no apparent reason so it seemed.... and I couldn't control myself and I just kept laughing, the more I laughed the more I laughed (if you get what I mean), which made the new sub rather nervous :T I feel so awful, but I swear I wasn't laughing at him, I was laughing at anything BUT him.
Sigh. I'm so weird. I will go apologize to the sub if I hopefully see him again sometime in the near future.
 

Because you’re never ever fully dressed without a smile :)
 

Today’s topic: I love you and I really want to punch you in the face.  
Dear love,
What is wrong with you? Are you just socially unaware or plainly bonkers? Being around you confuses me even more than trying to ignore you, why do you always seem to find a way to worm yourself back into my temporary you-free life? Do you want to restabilise our [never really was] connection? Really? After turning your back on me to face another girl of your dreams? I feel light hearted and loved around you, and I did fall for you once, but I won’t fall any lower until I know what I’m doing is right, on the neutral side… I barely even know you and you barely even know me, unless you read my blog ;) BUT ASIDE FROM THAT; we’re so distant yet I feel as though I could go up to you when you’re standing by yourself outside class, hold your hand.. and run off with you to a place far far away and then ditch you.
Okay you know what? I’ll leave it be, if you’re dumb enough to walk away then I’m already smart enough to let you go. (grammar mistakes, I know)
Brrrr *does lip quivering thing*. I need to go do some methods homework, because maths obviously has more problems to solve than I do myself.

xx tm.